…. that every life partner I’ve ever had so far ran for the hills when I’d allow them a glimpse into the abyss of my past experiences? For mere self-protection they had to run away from me. All of them. All 15 of them. (one night stands, of which there hardly were any, not taken into account)
It’s going to take an “Incredible Hulk” of a healer to help me process and release the bottled-up pain from my system. One of us might die in the process from shere physical overload.